The search for myself is the search for my ( ER=EPR entangled ) anti-copy partners living far away in the raspberry shaped multiverse, which is in constant connection to veto my actions and thoughts as the base for uncertainty and the solution for Schroedingers cat conundrum. see:A Consciousness Theory of Everything based on Rigid Transformable Strings, Instantly Entangled Between 8 or 12 CP Symmetric Universal Bubbles.
and:Bohmian Double Slit Interpretation by Dual Entangled
Universes, and the Benjamin Libet experiment https://vixra.org/pdf/1704.0047v1.pdf